the most thoughtful gift received award..

waaah.. pasko ngaun a? merry christmas! haha,, haynako.. sbrang nkkairita un ibang tao ksi paulit.ulit bumati ng merry christmas sa celphone.. di naman sa d ak nkkappreciate pero db, tama na ung isang beses? di porket unli ka, unli ndin pgbati m,, [taray?!] hehe,,

eon, i2 ang kauna.unahang pgkktaon na mag.aaward ak ng regalo sakin.. sbrang nkkatuwang nkkasar kasi e.. hahaha.. dunno what to feel nung ntanggap ko itong gift na 'to.. from poch torres.. khapon nya binigy..

pgkagising ko, ngtxt xa: san haus k lang ba? basta parang ganun.. sbi ko, yup! tas eun.. dna nagreply.. tas tanghali. busy ak s pgluluto.. bglang nagring celphone ko, si poch, labas dw ak at ndun xa.. ngttxt pla xa dko lng nbbasa.. eon,, inabot sakin isang paper bag sabay alis ndin xa.. pagpasok ko.. bnuksan ko kgad.. at ito na nga nakita ko, (see picture..)

tnxt ko kgad.. "poch, ipapaharang kta s mga security guards, gegi k talga.." hahaha.. hay.. ankolet tlga si poch khit kelan! kkaiba tlga! weird pero nkktuwa.. hahaha.. tas bilang pmpalubag-loob siguro, mei toblerone white n kalakip s bag at mei greeting card..

as usual.. tawa ng tawa ang nanay ko.. pti si tita.. hmp.. dko talga alam kung matatawa ak o maasar e. hahaha.. akala ko naman para kay wishheart dahil nasira ung dog sign nya s gate namin.. tas nkita ko nga ganito.. hehe.. pero ok lang.. kktuwa naman.. atleast personalized.. eOn..! ^____^

pixtures.. ^__^

weh.. d ko naman naabutan ang much awaited fireworks ko ng ust.. hmp..
ntraffic kse kmi ni big s makati.. ptakbo.takbo pa man din kami sa lrt at mrt station, prang amazing race lang e,.. tas bglang mei mgttxt.. "fireworks na.." awwww..

pero ok lang, ndi na ako nagmukmok dahil s mrt plang dinukdok ko na s utak ko na hindi ko na xa maaabutan.. inimagine ko plang traffic s quiapo e.. its over na.. kht s looban k dnadasal ko na antayin ak ng fireworks.. hehe,,.. pero wala e,, hahaha,.,

ndami ngttxt.. tntnong.. "musta unang paskuhan mo?''.. weh, concerned? haha,, e s totoo lang bitin talaga ako e.. kasi nga nag.cost cutting daw.. tuloy, 10pm plang tapos na.. pero ok lang, sa charity naman npunta ang funds.. mjo ndisappoint lng ak ksi ndi na.meet ang expectations kow.. pero i had fun din naman,.. taking pictures..

ean.. pics ean ng mga friends.. tas ciempre akOww.. hehe,, eon.. aJa~!

judo: the day

waw.. h2 ak bugbog ang ktawan, damaged ang labi.. hehe.. pero masaya.. wlang bali e.. hahahaha.. sbi nga nila peter kpag lalaban ak.. "jen, nkhanda na ung wheelchair mo o.." kwento ko un mga matches ko.. [match 41-match82-match139-match162-match180]

match 41 - first match ko.. around 11:30 Am, whew.. excited na ako pumasok s mat kht mjo kbado.. akala ko si pot ang kalaban ko tulad ng sabi nila.. biglang nkita ko si pot kalaban un ka.team ko na isa.. ndi pala si pot.. bsta someone in da name of karla p. (forgot the surname).. bsta.. winner ak by defalut.. wala xa e.. kea pla ngulat ak, d p ak pumpasok ng mat, cnongratulate n ak ni ate eliza.. brrrr..

match 82 - my first randori.. knbahan ak kasi kalaban ko si jennifer cheng.. isang cute n gurl n sobrang maliksi.. kasi ang bilis nya talga.. jushko, na-ippon ako.. (highest point s judo - kpag whole back mo ang bumagsak s mat) ayun, tapos ang laban.. dko namalayan, na.counter nya pla ung attack ko.. hmp.. running for bronze medal nlang ak.. nga pla, si cheng ung nag.champion..

match 139 - ang pnkafavorite ko.. from educ un klban ko ang alam ko.. sobrang gigil!!! tapos chn.choke niya ako! bawal kea un! buti nakita nung ka.team ko, tas sinigaw nila sa ref.. pnagsabihan un klaban ko.. tapos aun.. malakas xa pero mabigat ata ak at hindi nya kinaya.. ewan ko ba, ang laki-laki nya di nya ak mabuhat?! amf.. haha.. pero i rule.. nanalo ako.. sarap ng feeling pg npasaya m team mates m s panalo mo kht nahirapan kpa.. tas narinig ni friend ko na may nagsisigaw "chamba, ang nipis ng kilay m!" tas si lex n mkulitm sumisigaw pla na "jen kaya m yan! ang taba taba mo e!" hahaha.. enwei.. happy game.. last 2 wins at bronze n ako..

match 162 - ang sayang match.. mananalo n dapat ak.. lamang na ako at last one minute nlang.. kung alam ko lng, inubos ko na oras ko.. kaso aun, bigla akong na.ippoN.. hinayang ang team mates ko.. pero its ok.. God's will siguro.. goodbye bronze medal..

match 180 - wala e.. d ako umabot.. hehehe..

haaaaaaY, i love judo.. ngaun alam ko na ang mundo ng judo.. di rin biro.. may umiiyak kasi sobrang last chance n nila makkuha ng gold.. un ganun.. msaklap din s judo, wla kang ibang masisisi kundi ang sarili mo..

eon. gs2 ko mgpasalamat :
unang una k ate eliza, d ak mkkpasok kundi nya narinig ung kblock ko n gs2 ko magjudo..

k kuya budjai, n hinding hindi ak pinabayaan s training, naniwala xa sa kakayahan ng jen ng las piNas..

k ate hershey na sobrang sarap ksama, lagi kong ka.sparring.. di nya pingdamot ung kagalingan nya s judo sakin.. tinuturuan talaga ak.. tas pnpkain ak s college nila.. prmise ate, pag nkakuha ak ng gold.. ikw kgad ittreat ko.. hehe.. kw din ngbgay ng bago kong pangalan.. "publico" nye.. haha..

s amv-coa judo team - kina laarnie, jem, lex n nkksama ko kpag training, salamat s pgging mbait.. k rolex n ksbay ko pmsok pero nbalian at hindi nkalaban..kuya neil n ngaun lng daw ak nkita, k kuya long hair n ndi ko nalaman ang name.. k ate pam at kuya romeo.. k peter john n sbrang lupet mgjudo.. at m2m.. hehe..

judo: weighing in

yey.. sakto lng weight ko.. wohooo~! grbe, isipin m, kung nag.overweight ak, kailangan ko takbuhin ang buong field ng nka.3 layers ng jacket while chewing a bubble gum.. kada isang ikot, 1/2lbs. ang malo.lose mo.. tas kkntahan kpa ng mga tga.cfad ng, "it's getting hot in here".. ksi nga ang inet2 tas nka.jacket ka.. hahaha..

oh well.. tomorrow is the day.. come what may.. wag nman sna ak mbalian ng bones.. nakow.. ktapusan n ng judo career ko pag ngkataon, deal nmin ni mama un e.. hehe..

kpg nnalo dw ak, bbgyan dw ak ni budjai (finally, alam ko na i.spell..) ng cash sa dance battle audition, ang online game n pumapatay ng oras ko ngeon.. hahaha.. ksi friend nya dw prang isa s mga pillars ng game n un.. or ngwwork dun.. bsta.. nbanggit din ni budjai na ak pla ang ginawa nyang prize or trophy pra s mga players niya s commerce.. langya.. kpag ng.champion daw si paolo or si adrian, pwde nila ak i.date.. sapak nman un db? hahaha.. sbi ni budjai, bsta kpg ngdate dw, mgturo lng dw ak ng mgturo.. watta..

enwei, first match ko, from cmmerce si ate pot.. dko nlang isipin kung malakas b xa or wat.. bsta.. ggwin ko best ko.. ang importante, maipasok ko mga attacks ko.. bhala n si God skin.. hahaha.. eon.. oras n para mgpalakas at mgpahinga.. babawi na ako ng kain!!! ^_____^

mga pmpataba..

waw.. nkk.overwhelm.. ndaming pmpataba.. pero, sad to say.. di ko pa xla pwede kainin 'til tuesday.. ksi kailangan ko maintain ung 44.8 kilo weight.. huhuhu..

s tuesday ang official weighing in.. haha.. ayos nga e, khpon akala ko overweight ak, so sinama ak n ate hershey s health center pra magtimbang.. ayos.. 44.8 nga.. hahaha..

s -45 weight division ksi ak.. tinuro ndin ni ate hershey un mga ka.weight division ko tas pnagaralan ciempre ung mga galaw.. kung ano ang weakness.. wooo~! dami alam.. bahala na sa mismong laban.. eheheh..

nga pla, gulat ak ksi ngjujudo dn pala si grasya, kbatch ko s seton.. niyayaya nga ak mag rondali(battle) kso, pnagbawalan kmi ng leader namin e.. hehe.. eon! ^__^

judo: first minor injury.. and i'm happy.. ^__^

hmm.. training ulit khpon.. tinuruan nko pano mag.grappling.. yak.. spellcheck muna.. bsta.. haha..

tas ayun.. tungkol sa injury.. kasi pnprctice ko ang 'sayonage' ,un ang tawag pala sa throw ko.. edi ngsuot ak ng kneepads, bka kasi mabutas tuhod ko e.. haha.. ok nman.. tapos bglang pagluhod ko naramdaman ko mjo sumablay ung kuko ko.. pero nwala din un parang sakit so dko pnansin.. myamya, pgtingin ko sa paa ko, duguan n pla.. na.crack ang aking big right thumb.. hahaha..

gnamot nmn kgad ni ate hershey.. haha.. tas i2, nag.grappling kmi ni coach jai.. [see pichurz..ehe..] patay sa bigat nya kea.. d na naawa sa balingkinitan kong katawan! hmp.. pero sbi nya, lakas ko daw.. wooo~ pmpalubag luob?! hahaha.. eon.. h2 mga pics sa taas.. aja! ^___^

judo: day 2

nsa loob ak ng jeep at nasa bandang morayta na.. tinignan ko yung time sa celphone ko.. 7:02AM.. knabhan ak.. philosophy (first subject) + sir lucido = na.lockan na ako ng pinto (absent na ako ng first class).. pero i was still hopeful.. hangga't d ko nhhawakan ang nka.lock na handle s pinto ng room 405, may pag.asa pang ndi ako ma.late..

naglalakad na ako sa mei walkway tas nakita ko ung blockmate ko nkaupo s bench.. tnanong ko kgad.. Nka.lock na? s ksamaang plad, sumagot xa.. oo.. ngtxt na sila e..

++**MS. SOLANO - striKe 2~ !**++ hayy.. 9 na late na lang at FA na ako.. (failure due to absences..) napaupo nalang din ak sa tabi ng blockmate ko.. tapos dumating din ung isa p naming kblock.. tatlo na kami.. ktxt din ni blockmate #1 ung isa pa naming kblockmate, itago natin s pngalang blockmate #3.. inaya ko nalang sila.. tara. mcdo nalang tayo..

as usual.. order ko s mga umagang tulad n2.. sundae and fries.. saklap e.. pero nabawi naman kasi sa favorite subject ko na BA (business administration), isa ak s mga achievers ng quiz #2.. yey~! bawi na.. biruin mo, sa fx lng ak ngbasa nung umaga ng quiz a.. tas ganun.. hahaha..

fast forward -->

slamat at nag.ring na ang bell.. ntapos ndin ang most dreaded subject ko.. dko naman kasalanan kung bkit ayaw ko e.. kasi kahit anu tlga gawin kong pkikinig, di ko maintindihan snsabi ng prof ko.. dko alam, prang sabog ung paglecture.. tas ung way nya pa ng pgsasalita, parang kinakain nya ung words niya.. nag.s-o-s at nag.x-o-x na nga lang kami ni errin sa yellowpad ko e.. elementary days kuno.. dko lang maalala panu ung flames.. hahaha..

lunchtime.. h2 nanaman kami ni angi at roby.. ndi malaman kung saan kami mgl.lunch, ngtitipid kasi kami.. hahaha.. so, aun, gumawa kami ng drawlots ng lahat ng mga pwede naming kainan.. mcdo, wok, s p.noval, tikboy's, dimsum, at kung anu.anu pa.. tapos pnabunot namin un nkita naming blockmate, nabunot nya, sa wok.. e ayaw namin kasi ang layo and mahal dun.. hehehe.. so isa pa, un ksama nya bumunot.. sa p.noval daw.. e kso purgang.purga n kami sa footlong.. so.. hulaan nyo saan kami napadpad..

....siret?!.. sa mcdo..!!! hahahha.. so dko na sasabihin kung ano inorder ko dhl obvious naman na nuggets meal.. nga lang, walang iced tea e, kea orange juice ak kanina.. aun..

h2 na.. 1PM.. it's JUDO TIME!!!

warm.up, warm.up, warm.up.. rolling, rolling, rolling... cartwheel, cartwheel, cartwheel.. anak ng tinapay.. warm.up plang, pagod na ako.. wahahaha,, joke..

practice lang ng favorite throwing by pair.. nakow! nakapares ko si ate hershey! (taong tuwang tuwa kpag binabato ko xa..) hahaha.. bait nya talga.. nga lang, sumakit kagad braso ko kkpractice nya ng throwing nya sakin.. hahaha.. gs2 nya daw ak mkalaban, kea lang 45 kilos lang ako and nasa 52 ata xa.. ndi kami mgka.weight division, so its either, pataba ak, or papayat xa.. hehe..

h2 na.. ang dko mkkalimutang parte.. unang sparing ko.. hulaan nyo naman kalaban ko db? walang iba kundi si ate hershey.. knbahan ako.. coach bujhai kasi e.. (kung ano man spelling nun) .. hello?! xbrang lakas kea ni ate hershey?! pero sinabi ni coach jhai na wag seryosohin.. hehe.. malamang.. malambot p buto ko.. tas aun, pnpagawa sakin ni coach ung throwing ko.. nkalimutan ko na tawag e..

tas aun.. after ak mdaganan at mpatumba ni ate ng ilang beses.. ntapos din ang sparing, tnuruan pko ni coach ng mga ibang pwedeng gawin.. and kung pano lumaban.. defense, etc.. binigyan din ak ng advice and tips ng mga kasbay kong mag.train from commerce.. ayun pnpractice ko ung new skills with ate hershey as my dummy.. tapos snsbi ni coach na labanan ak ni ate hershey.. ''hershey, wag mo ibigay'' so aun.. para mpractice ak sa struggle.. hahaha..

tapos akala ko, pwede na ako umuwi.. bigla b naman sinabi ni coach sakin.. jen, isang laban ka pha.. kayo ulit ni hershey.. sbi ko: kuya, ayaw ko na.. uwi na ako.. ^____^

sbi niya, cge na isa nalang, kundi ako ang makakalaban mo nxt training..?! eventually pumayag din ako kahit sbrang sakit na ng arms ko.. haha.. tas aun.. may improvement naman.. kasi nkkdefense nako khit ppano.. hehe..

ayun.. ngpaalam na ako umuwi.. ininvite din ak ni ate hershey magtraining bukas, ksabay ng commerce.. tamang tama kasi baka ndi ak umatend sa thursday.. bday ni gwyn e.. ajeje..

nalalapit na ang intramurals.. nxt wednesday na.. meron nalang akong 3training.. kayanin ko kaya?! hahaha.. s mga gs2 manuod, suporthan nyo ang college nu.. december 13, 2006 (wednesday) 7am sa ust gym.. aja! ^___^

justice..

december 04, 2006.. 5th death anniversary ng lolo ko s father's side.. i could still remember what happened here s house namin (house dti nila lolo and lola), 5 years ago..

it was just ordinary afternoon, monday din nun.. ciempre mei school and at that time i was still in elementary (grade 6 ata ak nun..), or so i thought..

21 days before christmas and our family was really excited kasi it would be very special.. it would be the first time that we'd celebrate christmas with lolo.. lolo kasi is a captain of a ship, seaman.. he'd usually go home tuwing summer ata e, or mga june, july, can't remember na.. bsta he'd stay for atleast 2 to 3months.. basta way back then dko maalala n ngcelebrate n kami ng christmas with him.. kya talgang super excited kami..

ayun nga, afternoon, about siesta time.. tnawagan or tnxt ata ni papa si mama.. pnppunta kami s house ni lola.. super biglaan lang talaga tas we had no idea tlaga kung bkit.. inassume ni mama na baka is.surprise kami ni lolo, na napaaga ung uwi niya for the holidays.. so ayun, pnagbihis niya kami ng pnkamgandang pambahay namin..

we arrived here, mga around 5.30pm.. nagdidilim na nun e.. pagpasok namin sa sala, nobody's there.. tas as in sobrang tahimik.. wala si lola.. so parang na.excite kami na bka njan na nga si lolo.. tapos pumasok si mama sa kwarto ni tita.. d na kami sumunod or anything.. sa sala nalang kaming mgkkpatid..

tapos.. the phone rang.. since wlang tao s sala, sinagot ni ate.. she was surprised to hear the panicked voice and recognized na si lolo un.. pero hindi si lolo na hinihintay namin.. it was my lolo's brother-in-law, kpatid ni lola, uncle ni papa.. tapos ate gave the phone to my tita inside her room.. i asked ate, "ate, sino yun?".. sabi nya, "si lolo boni, sabi 'ANO NANGYARI KAY *VIC?' (*i can't remember the exact name, basta tawag nila k lolo un e..)

pagkasabi ni ate nun.. it was the time when my mom went out tita's room, already in tears.. tapos she called us, ate, me, and my younger sis.. and asked us to follow her outside... she was there, sitting on the swing.. then she said to us with her voice weakened.. "wala na si lolo niyo"..

it strucked me.. suddenly, we all bursted into tears.. we were all shocked by the news.. tapos ang galing nga e, sakto, dumating si lola ksama si papa and tita cho.. they all hugged me tightly when i ran to them, they cried too.. my mom hugged my lola.. it was the most devastating moment of my life.. then we all decided to come inside..

my tita chona, comforted me and my sisters.. my mom comforted lola.. tapos after a while, i asked my mom, what happened.. tapos she said.. it was all unclear pa.. pero my lolo was found dead s tabi ng ship nila s port daw.. report said na hinoldap xa and pinatay.. tapos sabi daw ng mga fellow seamen niya, nag.suicide.. sobrang galit na galit ako nung narinig ko un..

suicide?! why would my lolo do that?! malamang, hindi ako naniwala.. tapos stories told by my elders revealed the real story to me..

the last time my lolo called, november 30, 2001.. he said to my lola na he was recieving death threats from the chief engineer.. and kung may mangyari daw saknya, aun nga dw.. kasi ung ship nila, nag.declare ng bankruptcy.. they were in nigeria, africa at that time.. and my lolo, as the captain, was to decide kung cnu ung papauwiin na and who'd stay.. he decided to make the chief engineer stay, kasi bka daw magkaproblema sa barko.. e at that time, gustong gusto na umuwi nung chief engineer, kasi may problem sa family, particularly sa anak niya..

tas i heard din na nung nakita daw ung body ng lolo ko, ung kamay nya swollen na parang may humawak sa kanya ng sobrang higpit or parang tinali.. tapos ung face daw ni lolo, puro pasa and ung mata nya nga may black eye.. when i heard that, i can't help but cry..

paano nila nagawa sa lolo ko yun?! ang masaklap pa.. the day before that incident happened, bumili na pala ng tickets ung lolo ko para makauwi na sila.. tas they were supposed to leave the day after he was killed.. can't imagine talaga kung pano nila pinahirapan si lolo.. and to this day, kpag tntry ko isipin.. naiiyak parin ako..

lolo as my lolo.. grabe, super spoiled kami sa kanya.. maybe because seaman xa and most of the time away xa kaya kpag nandito xa talgang spoiled kami.. walang prblem s pera kasi nga seaman si lolo so ayun.. kapg nd2 xa, every weekend, he'd take us to storyland, toykingdom, movies, jolibee, tongyang.. basta just anywhere we want to go.. tas kpag weekdays he'd ask my tito to bring fruits and pasalubongs to our house.. and he was the kind of person na kapag may pnangako xa, bibigay nya talaga..

like ung keyboards ko.. kahit patay na xa, natupad prin ung promise nya.. kasi he prmised me nung last talk namin nung november 30 na ibibili nya ako ng keyboard (organ), kasi he found out na i was taking up piano and keyboards lesson s school.. para daw practice ako sa house.. and tinake note nya na ayaw nya ng mumurahin, kasi i was just referring to a casio keyboards, pero he said na i should buy yamaha kasi it would last longer.. and it has better quality.. binilin nya pala k lola un, kea nung may na.recieve sila lola na partial salary ata ni lolo, they surprised me with yamaha keyboards nung 15th birthday ko..

also, my lolo bought me my own television set for my room.. i really didn't expect it kasi i was like asking for an electric fan lang.. pero with the intercession of my mom, they bought me tv nga, just like what they have in their room.. also in my younger years, i actually can't remember this story pero my mom told it to me.. kasi i was in my lola's house nga tapos kasi mlaki ung ref nila, i cried daw "buti pa sina lolo may ref, kami wala." hahaha.. funny pero binilhan din ako ni lolo ng ref, though maliit lang.. di naman ako spoiled db?!

and at the time na na.dengue ako, dko alam kung bkit ako nasa house nila pero xa ung nag.aalaga sakin, sila ni lola.. he asked me several times pa nga, 'ano jen, gs2 mo na magpa.swero? (dextrose)' tapos aun dndala nya kgad ak s hspital.. and nung nagkamali ung nurse sa pgtusok sakin ng injection.. naku.. ang galit niya..

there was a time also na na.mention ko sa kanila ni lola, na hindi pa kami nkkpunta ni ate sa luneta park.. so aun.. dinala nya kami the next day, pero s kasamaang palad, umulan ng sbrang lakas and ndun lang kami sa chinese grden ngstay.. pnromise nya na babalik kami but unfortunately, un ang hindi natupad.. but it's ok.. and to share u a secret, hindi parin ako nkkbalik dun up to this day..

but my most favorite and sweetest memory that i had with lolo.. siguro i was about 4 years old.. ewan ko pero hindi mawala sa utak ko ung memory na 'to.. kasi kpag nd2 ak sa kanila, he would play the cd na puro children's songs.. tas sbrang favorite ko nuon.. "it's a small world".. naalala ko, binubuhat nya ak tas aun, ikot lang habang nagpplay ung song na un.. kea nga special song sakin ang "its a small world.." i soooper love it..

tas bsta everytime he'd come home from the barko, he'd take us to duty free.. tas bsta shopping kami ng anything we want..

madami pa sana akong gs2ng ikwento but the space is just not enough.. good memories that he left in our hearts.. bsta he never left a single bad memory sakin..

justice.. we try and continue to seek for justice.. maybe, isa ito sa mga dahilan kung bakit ko gs2 maging lawyer.. to bring justice.. though it's gonna be hard.. i know God would never leave my side..

for lolo.. i believe he's happy with lola in heaven na.. but i believe he'd be happier kung mabigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay nya.. but the least that i could do for him cguro ay ang tuparin ang huling bilin niya sa akin..

" jen mag.aral ng mabuti ha, be a good girl..''

- lolo vic

mysteryo ng yfc..

hmm.. maniwala man kayo o hindi, youth for christ ako.. wooo.. gnyan nman kau e, lagi nu agad naiisip banaL.. hahaha.. pero anu b talaga meron sa youth for Christ?

una akong nasangkot s yfc nung thirteen plang ak.. ung may.ari kasi ng nrerentahan namin na apartment, couple coordinator ng yfc nun.. kea ciempre ininvite kami ni ate, kasi at dat time kmi palang ni ate un teenager s family.. binigyan kami ng registration forM.. wooo~ saya! parang ngssagot lang ng slumbook o! pero s mga tnong na ndi ko masagot, like special talents, kinopya ko nalang ung nkalgay s form ng ate ko.. hahaha.. ayon!

tas ciempre nag.camp n kami.. punta s meeting place.. tas dinala kami sa camp venue, s isang private pool un ang alm ko sa laguna. summer batch 2002 ako.. wala akong kausap, ciempre wlang kakilala e.. madaya si ate kasi kasama nya dalawa nyang ktropa, so aun.. tameme lang ako.. may mga talks at sndamakmak n activities nung umaga.. tas nung gbi,overnight kasi, may tntawag na e-night [entertainment night].. akala ko, kung ano.. gnrupo kmi tas kasi na.assign s group ko, praise and fashion, like modelling.. aun, ewan ko pero sinapian ata ak tas kumapal bigla mukha ko.. ang alam ko nalang kinabukasan bago mag.uwian, nag.awardings, umuwi ak bilang camp babe summer batch 2002.. hahaha.. un pala tntawag na youth camp.. ang entry point o initiation patungo sa nkkpagod n mundo ng yfc.. hahaha.. pag nasa camp ka, participant ang tawag sayo, pagising mo, 99.9%, yfc member ka na.. ayun..

kpag member ka na, unang activity na aatendan mo, usually a week after ng camp or within d same month, covenant's orientation and Lord's day.. un ang araw na official member ka na, bbgay na ung ID mo.. tas celebration kasi member ka na nga, kainan, kantahan, etc.. tapos once a month, aatend ka ng chapter meeting.. tas mga trainings at m2m.. (many to mention).. hahaha..

i2 ung typical calendar of activities nmin and definition:

international leadership conference (ILC) - nakoo.. most awaited.. gathering to ng mga YFC sa buong mundo.. pero ang venue nya s pilipinas lang naman.. rotation ng luzon, visayas, o mindanao.. so far isa plang naatendan ko n gn2.. sa subic.. nxtyr, supposed to be sa bohol kami, pro ngka.problem kea sa camarines sur nalang kami..

metromanila leadership conference (metrocon) - mini version ng ILC, yfc ng metro manila lang yung mga nagg.gather.. kkattend ko lang n2 last month, sa letran kami sa laguna..


sportsfest - nglalaban2 mga different clusters sa sports (basketball, badminton, volleyball) tapos irerepresent nyo muna ung cluster mo (ako, south C4), tapos kung cnu mananalo, rerepresent sa metrocon yung sector nya (ako, south C).. tapos kung cnu mananalo, magrerepresent ng division nya (ako, YFC-Manila) para sa ILC.. parang eat bulaga lang, may elimination round, semi-finals at grand finals.. hahaha..

creative competition - parang sportsfest din, un nga lang ang paglalabanan, dance contest, battle of the bands, chorale, gag, mtv making, at freestyle rap.. objective n2; para magamit ung mga talents natin, kasi lahat tau bnbgyan ni God so we have to use it to glorify Him..

gk build - isa s mga pnka.favorite ko attendan..! nakikita ko lang to sa tv dati, ung mga nagtatayo ng bahay para s mga less fortunate brothers and sisters natin.. so, ayun, nagtatayo kami ng houses.. bilib nga ak sa program na ito, kasi ung mga depressed area or squatters' areas, binibili namin ung lupa tapos kkausapin ung mga tao.. tapos ioorient xla bout God and parang may contract na bibigyan xla ng house kung magiging good servants of God sila.. so ang aim nito, maging squatter free ang Philippines.. kmukuha kami ng funds, through sponsors.. jolibee, mcdo.. etc.. aun.. so ang galing! though nkkpagod.. hehe..

*la na ako maisip e.. lagyan ko nalang cguro 'to ng part II.. hehehe.. aaral pa ako for accounting quiz tomorrow.. aja!

hotfudge sundae and regular fries..

kung bkt hotfudge sundae and regular fries ung title ng blog ko.. hehe..
kasi yan ang typical order ko sa mcdonald's everytime n pupunta ak madalas mag.isa or khit pag may kasama.. yan ang bumubuhay sakin..! pero it depends din..
kpag lunchtime at gutom ak, plaging mcnuggets meal with LARGE iced tea.. hahaha.. PLUS!
HOT apple pie.. pero kasi kpag pumapatay ak ng oras or tuwing malungkot or badtrip ak at gs2 kong maging happy ult.. hotfudge sundae at regular fries lang ang katapat ko.. sa halagang P50.00 wala na ang galit ko.. magic noh? hahaha..

imbes n gawin kong title lahat ng favorites ko, bale magiging "hotfudge sundae and regular fries plus mcnuggets meal with large iced tea and HOT apple pie.." edi hotfudge sundae at regular fries nalang para maikli..dbdb?! aun..

kung anu naman ang connection nun s blog.. kasi everytime n kumkain ak n2, mag.isa ak at mukhang autistic.. haha.. ngkkaron ak ng sariling mundo, dun ak ngrereflect.. or in layman's term, nagmumuni.muni.. aun.. d2 ko s blog ish.share un mga thoughts ko ciempre..

aun.. cna ma-kipitap ko 2.. sa ngalan ng hotfudge at sundae.. aja!