7 inches..

tama,, seven inches ang tinabas ng bakla sa buhok ko..
xhet.. tutulo na dapat luha ko, pero ayaw ko..
di ko ma.absorb na nagupit na niya..
gsto ko man ibalik,, di na pwede,,

oh well,,ayos 'to.. new look..
kaso, di ko parin nagsisink in sakin na nagupit na xa..
ung ilang buwan kong inantay humaba..
ung ilang daang araw kong sinuklay..
ahuhuhuh, wala na..

si errin lang kasama ko..
sabi nya.. mukha daw akong rakista,,
dko alam kung pampalubag loob.. hehe,.,.
pero para sa nanay ko, mukha akng tomboy..
ahihihi.. ayos~

kaya ko 'to.. stand tall..
sanayan lang naman yan..
ang mag.react ng hindi tama..

MAKAKATIKIM..

Princess Hours

whew~ s wakas ay natapos ko nadin panuorin sa dvd..
hahahaha.. as usual,, bitin. plagi naman e,, can't wait for princess hours 2! ung totoong sequel niya na sila eun hye parin ang cast.. ung lumabas kasi na goong 2 (goong S - princess hours S) s korea, un bida ay ung kpop singer na si se7en.. iba rin ang storya pero sbi nila parang same plot,,balita nga sa net na ndi nga daw pumatok.. kasi daw pangit umarte ni se7en and mas gs2 parin ng fans ang original cast.. ~oo naman! hahaha..

ung production group na nagproduce ng original princess hours ksi nagkaron ng prob tas ung isang team mate nila parang bumuo ng bagong group,, e ung umalis na team mate ung parang may ari ng credit ng original princess hours.. so ung naiwan nyang grupo ang gumawa ng princess hours S, na ndi pumatok..

nagpromise naman ung bagong group ng umalis na team member na susundan nila ng totoong sequel ung princess hours 1 na pagbibidahan ulit nung original cast..

*at un na nga ang latest chismis about princess hours..

korean suicide..

grabe, ngulat ako.. i first heard it from my mom.. sabi nya, "jen, wg ka mgugulat ha" sabi ko "BKT?" i thought someone na relative e nag.pass away.. sbi nya 'patay na ung bida ng attic cat" [nagulat ak, dko alam kung matatawa ako o malulungkot..] sabi ko. "weh?!" sbi nya, oonga tignan mo s gma, ibabalita.. edi inabangan ko..
totoo nga.. and nalungkot ako.. nakilala ko xa sa attic cat, ayaw ko nga xa kasi d pretty.. tapos wen i wthed her movie "he was cool" kapartner niya si johnny ng autumn in my heart.. natuwa ak s knya.. kea ngulat ako..

pero natatawa ako kc sobrang serious nun hitsura ni mama nung sinabi nya un.. ahahha.. sabi ba ni patrick.. "ate jen, pano ba yan nabawasan nanaman lahi mo.." ~> ako naman.. karir?! LOL..


Actress Jeong Da-bin Dead in Suspected Suicide
Korean actress Jeong Da-bin was found dead at her boyfriend's home on Saturday, according to police.
Investigators said Jeong, 27, apparently hanged herself at her boyfriend's house in southern Seoul at around 8 a.m.
The boyfriend, who was only identified by his last name Lee, told the police that he discovered the body.
He was quoted as saying that she was found dead with a white towel around her neck.
The police suspect that Jeong committed suicide considering there was no sign that it was a murder. They are trying to determine the exact cause of her death.
Jeong, who also became a Korean pop culture star in Taiwan in 2005, acted in television dramas and movies.
If her death is confirmed to have been a suicide, it would be the latest case of a well-known Korean actress or pop star taking her own life.
On Jan. 21, a female singer Yuni committed suicide, while movie actress Lee Eun-joo killed herself in February 2005, which shocked many Koreans.
02-10-2007 16:13

source: korean times, href="http://times.hankooki.com/lpage/nation/200702/kt2007021016125511950.htm">http://times.hankooki.com/lpage/nation/200702/kt2007021016125511950.htm

newfound love..

yihee~, lovelife?! ndi ren.. pero pwede,, haha..

i just fell in-love with this novel written by Paulo Coelho [author of The Alchemist]
entitled : By The River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, [emo un title no?] hahaha,..
gift xa sakin ng blockmate ko ngayong college and batchmate ko din nung highschool.. dko nga napansin n mei ksama plang book un stuffed toy.. wahehe..

eniwei, d nman talga ak mahilig s novels or akala ko si Bob Ong lang talga ang makikilala kong magaling na nobelista, ewan ko ba, nosebleed kasi ung english nung iba na kahit ilang beses kong ulit.ulitin basahin, dko talga ma.comprehend.. ahaha.. and usually nabo.bore kgad ak.. pero kkaiba tlga tong novel na 'to kasi it got me hooked..

akalain nu nga naman, 3rd basa-han ko palang pero nasa page 50 n ak.. not bad para s isang k2lad ko na ngaun lng ngka.interes s novels.. hehe..

you can't blame me, ayos kasi e, it's about two ex-young lovers na na.reunite after eleven years, ung lady [Pilar name niya] parang nag.transform na sa isang strong and independent woman while her ex-labidabs [wlang name?] ay isa ng wafoo at charismatic na spiritual leader.. she has learned well how to bury her feelings . . . and he has turned to religion as a refuge from his raging inner conflicts. Now they are together once again, embarking on a journey fought with difficulties, as long-burried demons of blame and resentment resurface after more than a decade. But in a small village in the French Pyreness, by the waters of the River Piedra, a most special relationship will be reexamined in the dazzling light of some of life's biggest questions.. [galing yan s likod nung libro, can't translate e, d kaya ng powers.. haha..]

ayon,, and sobrang daming 'panamang' quotes about love and taking risks.. eon, i encourage you na try nyo dn xa basahin,, and kung ma.tripan nyo, payamanin natin si Paulo Coehlo at ang National Bookstore.. hahaha..

i guess i'll just end this entry with my favorite quote from the novel so far..

"There are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggle for your dreams than to be defeated without ever even knowing what you're fighting for."

-p50, By The River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept, Paulo Coehlo

[contra-plagiarism, o db ma'm bron, nakikinig din naman ako sa inyo! dko naman sinasayang ang pera ng magulang ko kaya hindi ko pwedeng ibigay sa inyo.. hahaha..]

.:meantime girl:.

picture from: http://www.cosmomagazine.com.ph/about/

nasa bodytune ak for a foot spa tas bigla kong nahagip ung cosmopolitan january 2007 ish..
na.strike ak s isang cover story with the title.. "Stop Being a Meantime Girl! Are you always the one being left behind with a broken heart? "

sbi ko, anu ung meantime girl?

as i read the article, na.discover ko na naging meantime girl din pla ak.. akalain m nga naman.. hahaha.. ang galing kasi may ibang gurls din pala na tulad ko na ganun ung naranasan.. akala ko, nag.iisa lng akong 'babo' [korean term for stupid] pgdating s love..

aun, nung ninanamnam ko na un article (nasa step 2 plang ak nung how to stop being one), bigla nalng sinabi nung attendant ko "ma'm, ok na po.." ayyyy.. gsto ko cna itanong, pwede iuwi ung mag? or khit tpusin k muna un bnbasa ko, kso kailangan ko ndin pmuntang grocery e.. saklap.. di ko ntapos ung article.. pnagiisipan ko kung bibili ak, P125 dn un.. hmp..

enwei, ano nga b ung meantime girl? un ung girl n, let's say, nilalandi nung guy while he was looking for another girl din.. gets? tas pg nakahanap na ung guy ng another girl, he'd dump the meantime girl .. one of the most gas-gas line of the boys ay: '' i think i'm not yet ready for a commitment'' tas days after malalaman nlang nung girl na he's courting a new girl.. dats d spirit oi, tigas ng mukha m.. ahhahaha! msaklap man aminin pero nabiktima n ak ng ganyan.. pero sbi nga s article. don't blame urself ksi hindi ikaw ang may ksalanan.. iniisip kasi madalas na baka nagkulang ka or ur not enough for him.. remember daw na xa ang mei kasalanan kasi xa ang nang.iwan, tandaan na its his loss not yours.. okei? aun..

luckily, wla p s kalingkingan nung mga real stories dun ung story ko.. mern nga dun, 8years na silang magka.relsyon nd d gurl thought na sila na ung magkakatuluyan.. tas suddenly, tinapos nung guy ung relationship.. (i forgot the lame reason..) bsta just weeks later ata, the girl found out na the his ex was already engaged with another woman.. o, dba? san ka pa?! kkaines.. hhaha..

eon.. since dko nga natapos ung reading ko ng article.. keo nalng magbasa at ippromote ko nalang para basahin natin.. cosmopolitan january ish.. ok? P125 lang.. and cna, s other meantime girls out there, stop na.. ok? u deserve someone better.. and s mga boys?! STOP IT..!

s tabing dagat..

akalain m nga naman.. kahit gaano pla ka.polluted ang tubig ng manila bay, wala parin kakupas.kupas ang sunset..

teka, dapat ata nag.aaral ako ngaun? hahaha..

i.share ko lang ang isang inspirational and very effective song.. s yfc ko xa natutunan.. effective xa pang.alis ng mga di.kanais-nais na tao s paligid.. works best kapag mas marami kayong sabay2 na kumkanta.. *with moderate blending of voices.. tas siempre with matching actions.. nasa loob ng parenthesis.. siguro marami sa inyo familiar na sa song na 'to kasi madalas to gnagamit pang.uto s mga seminars.. magyo.yoga /slash/meditate "daw" kayo para magising kayo.. hehe..

tried and tested ko na with angi and errin s bay area ng sm mall of asia, pampataboy ng mga walang pusong mananalakay ng aming pwesto dun.. here it goes..

Isang malaking siopao.. (gumawa ng malaking imaginary circle --siopao sa air gamit ang kamay- *tip: mas malaki, the better and more effective) hinati sa gitna.. (hatiin ang imaginary siopao) heto ang sayo.. (push to the left with right hand) heto ang sayo.. (push to the right with the left hand) kain na tayo.. (bow) [repeat several times hnggang sa umalis na ang di kanais.nais na elemento..]

out of 10, 9 lang ang naitaboy namin gamit yang song.. may isang ale kasi na mejo malaki n hindi nasindak sa aming pagkanta.. nasakop nya ang aming pwesto.. haaay..nga pala.. caution lang s pagkanta: baka sa mental ang bagsak niyo pag ndi kayo natanto ng mga makakarinig sa inyo.. hehe..

*eon!

the most thoughtful gift received award..

waaah.. pasko ngaun a? merry christmas! haha,, haynako.. sbrang nkkairita un ibang tao ksi paulit.ulit bumati ng merry christmas sa celphone.. di naman sa d ak nkkappreciate pero db, tama na ung isang beses? di porket unli ka, unli ndin pgbati m,, [taray?!] hehe,,

eon, i2 ang kauna.unahang pgkktaon na mag.aaward ak ng regalo sakin.. sbrang nkkatuwang nkkasar kasi e.. hahaha.. dunno what to feel nung ntanggap ko itong gift na 'to.. from poch torres.. khapon nya binigy..

pgkagising ko, ngtxt xa: san haus k lang ba? basta parang ganun.. sbi ko, yup! tas eun.. dna nagreply.. tas tanghali. busy ak s pgluluto.. bglang nagring celphone ko, si poch, labas dw ak at ndun xa.. ngttxt pla xa dko lng nbbasa.. eon,, inabot sakin isang paper bag sabay alis ndin xa.. pagpasok ko.. bnuksan ko kgad.. at ito na nga nakita ko, (see picture..)

tnxt ko kgad.. "poch, ipapaharang kta s mga security guards, gegi k talga.." hahaha.. hay.. ankolet tlga si poch khit kelan! kkaiba tlga! weird pero nkktuwa.. hahaha.. tas bilang pmpalubag-loob siguro, mei toblerone white n kalakip s bag at mei greeting card..

as usual.. tawa ng tawa ang nanay ko.. pti si tita.. hmp.. dko talga alam kung matatawa ak o maasar e. hahaha.. akala ko naman para kay wishheart dahil nasira ung dog sign nya s gate namin.. tas nkita ko nga ganito.. hehe.. pero ok lang.. kktuwa naman.. atleast personalized.. eOn..! ^____^